Friends.
Sometimes they don’t appreciate what i do for them, Of cause I’m one of their friends, they also have other friend. As for me they are my only FRIENDS, its different this year. How they treat me, talk to me… i don’t have anyone else to talk to.. Since always I’m the one who call them and sometimes only sometimes they call me go hang out or something. I start to realize after my laptop damage and after i quit my job they hardly come to my house. So they be friend with me because of who i am or the things i have? Last time when they still haven got their car license yet i always drive them around, but now when they got their license they totally forget about me, they went (raya) at Serdang, go Uptown, Car Accessory Shop, Garage, Kompang and other things, even thou i’m 24hours at home. When i call sometimes they say where they go and sometimes they lies. Why? Why? they wanna lie to me? i really don’t understand. Except when i ask them if i can come along then only i can join. Sometimes they don’t even care about my feelings.. (Sigh) Maybe because I’m Chinese? I’m Different from them? I Don’t go to college or University? or is it because i suddenly become so poor? They said ask money from my father la.. i hate asking money from my father because he have some financial problem or have something to do with money. That day a Friend have problem with his car, he have to pay 1K for the repair. So i try to recommend him to a mechanic that my father use to go. Before i finish my sentence, he said something that really piss me off. He said "Semua Cina sama je, pikir duit je". He just say just like that to me, since i’m Chinese i’m the same?  Wat the hell la?  If i were to open my own business, customer is the most importent than money. Why? If there is no Customer, there is no money? We have to aim that customer will always come back to your shop. I didn say anything to him, i just keep my mouth shut. i don’t want fight, because i RESPECT them!but do they respect me? it really makes me sad..
Today we hang out at usual place, i came with bob and saw zahid, zahid ask me why yesterday didn come play kompang? i said i didn know because  i ask them before if there is kompang? they said no.. so since i know they didn ask me to play n even lie to me bout it. Then 3 other friends came, 3 of them play kompang and one of them is the one saying "semua cina sama" so i kept quiet .. they don’t even talk to me, one of them don’t even look at me. Bob suddenly ask "hey, wats wrong? sleepy is it?" i say no…. only time they talk to me is when i ask them something, they only answer 1 to 4 words or didn hear me…. (sigh) Maybe bob a better friend then them a less he always call me or sms me only thing i hate about him is i always have to fetch him. once or twice is ok but every times? if the car was mine, im ok with it…
Or maybe i just kill myself still no 1 care? but wif someone have thinking like me, wat is the benefit of ending my own life, wont kill myself. i wanna know the future, i wanna know who is my girlfriend and wife, what will happen to me? what happen to my friends? till now i still care bout them after what they did to me?
So are they a real friends?? or wat kind of Friend am i?

So ya…. wat have been happening…… so loooooong didn update blog tim…
1st of all it almost 6 month i didn work.. xP i hate work at a place where i have no interest at all… well a couple month ago, my fren gave a suggestion to open a restoran… after alot off planning n surveying v calculated da amount off model… so its up til Rm250K… dat is alot… v can get loan… so it was cancel… haiz…

Last week i try 2 bake mexican bun… LoL!! first batch so goooood~ Yumm… but after da bun got cold it became hard… =_=” aiya…. my father say eh… didn mix enough…
(O_o) then da next day i try again… MUAHAHA!!! dis time i use da bread machine it make da dough 4 u… haha >:) mix so long until soft… xD ahak… dis time i try 2 put chocolate filling…. just use sugar, cocoa powder n abit of vanilla… so hehe.. after baking…. OISHI!!(delicious) HAHA~! dis time when it got cold still soft…
yea! ^^V i only bake a couple da other i put in da fridge… da next day.. >_> haiz… after taking out from da fridge, i have let it rise 4 1hour…. within n hour da dough bocor tim… T_T didn put da filling nicely… so come out abit da filling… but haiz.. wat 2 do.. bake only la… after baking da chocolate filling also become hard… but still NICE~~!! haha…. so ngekngek~~ >:) so dats da story of my baking days… xD haha..

So Next~  got hair cut yesterday from my fren… xD quite good also wor… haha.. can make spike…
erm… somemore wat leh… oh yea…. i am still single… lo swt la…. maybe im so memilih la…
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haiz wat 2 do… maybe no girl like me also.. xP
aiya…. so hard 2 kau lui 1…. girl easy la… wait 4 guys to kau them… haha…
aiyo…. eh… got 1 more plan… open burger stall wif delivery… should be easy 2 start… not much money needed….hmm…. i think dat all….
byebye lor…. til next time… xD remember no matter how sad u are… keep smiling…
^^V

mm…
wat i have been doin?
ai~ nothing much la…
go work, train softball player… on9, eat, sleep…
watelse….oh~ listen 2 music alot…

haiz… really nothing much i wanna say la…

buat penat aku type je la!! suddenly pc restart >_<
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Haiz….my licence expired 2 day….it means no more P lo!….haha good la but didn renew yet…

i have 2 call madnor 2 come 2 send me 2 work coz my father left da house be4 i woke up n da other car broke down…

when goin back only i cannot tahan la…..from bayu perdana i walk back home…..1 hour walk…..WALAU WEI!! leg paining!! when walking feel like 1 2 pengsan…i tell myself ‘keep goin ur almost there’. when reach home straight i go drink water n collapse in2 my bed….

Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu…
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku…
Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh…

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Ooh…

Muahaha….so long didn update….

sry la…no idea….

later only update la…..

my head all blank….

after i got idea d…….(sure very long 1)

u all must read ar…..

O_o

k til then….stay tune…

:p

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Erm…. so long didn update liao…Erm…wat i have been doin…on9 lo…play Gunbound lo…erm…

Got di game very nice de… http://www.torncity.com/register.php?XID=70886 its a web game…no picture de…all words only…nice..give it a try…

At last my room got Streamyx d…Can Download anime lu..4 days y laptop didn off d…hahaha…24 download ne….

dat day 24th november my aunt go out station….so i use her car..haha… drive 4 11 days liao…kekeke… she came back yesterday…haha she didn say anything.. XD

Dis 25th…my house got chrismas party…so any1 who knows my where my house are invited…but tell me 1st o….so dat can budget how much food 2 served… ^^  i hope my all my fren can come…. ^-^"

Yea 2moro go c car o…my Father 1 2 buy me a car…kakaka….my sis jealous d…kakaka…   :p (Bleh)

o….n bout my scooter…haiz…. enjin problem in workshop more then 1 weak d.. :’(     da spare parts so hard 2 find de la… haiz….

My fren all goin 2 continue study lo…n left me behind alone :’(    i dun 1 2 study la…SPM all ready do like shit…somemore go college or university kah? aiyo…c my fren every week got exam la….assigment la…project la….aiyo…sure tension alot…

Haiz…so long didn work d…No more money d….Bank only left abit…haiz….next year only work la….my brain very compilcated 1 la….2 lazy d….i wish my lazyness will go away…i trying not 2 be lazy…got dis habit from when i was little…haiz….

Erm….i think dats all kua…

k la byebye…

The End Will Listening 2 Akon - Lonely

Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigaku tesetsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachi tomaru jikan ga
Ugoki dasouto shiteru
Wasuretakunai kotobakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naite iru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever (ever)